An Accursed Red poem.

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They say he went to heaven

and I’ve been waiting for him

to come down.

But I’ve been waiting for too long.

They said he’s in the clouds

and I keep wanting to fly

but I know

I won’t get high enough.

They want me to believe that he’s safe in the arms of God.

But I can’t see him, and I can’t pray.

It’s a lie to keep me down.

To keep me down.

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I’m going to jump off a cliff

just to see if I still live

in a world of white and gray.

I’m going to drown myself

just to see if I turn into someone else

like an angel with wings

where the whole word starts to sing.

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They say she went to hell

and God I hope she did.

She was a menace, but no one’s perfect.

They want me to believe

that it’s all so black and white

They want me to be bound to the earth,

but I can’t stay unchained.

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I’m going to jump off a cliff

just to see if I still live

in a world of white and gray.

I’m going to drown myself

just to see if I turn into someone else

like an angel with wings

where the whole world starts to sing.

Where the whole word starts to sing.

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